I relayed quite a few stories about my history over the last few days and I’m reminded how far I’ve come. I feel so lucky to have mostly beat my demons and found a way to live a healthy and happy life. Fucking come at me, life.

30 Sep 14 @ 2:57 am  —  reblog
Hold onto me.

Hold onto me.

26 Sep 14 @ 12:35 am  —  reblog
19 Sep 14 @ 9:22 pm  —  reblog
#me  #hair  #personal  

I’ve decided I’m going to try and stay sober for an entire year. No real reason. I’ve never really found myself having a true problem with alcohol but I HAVE seen too many people around me become far too dependent on booze and it’s definitely affected more than a few of my relationships. I’ve also noticed that I tend to want to turn to “partying” more when I’m in lower places instead of actually sitting with my emotions and dealing with them. I just want to challenge myself, I guess.

We’ll see how this goes!

18 Sep 14 @ 9:55 pm  —  reblog
#personal  

I fell out with one of my best friends in May and have heard less than ten words directly from them since then.

This is one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to go through in my life. No “romantic” heartbreak has even come close to how broken I feel now.

It’s hard, I think, because friends are the family that you choose. You make the conscious decision to share your life with these people. They get to see the depths of you that you hide from the world. It’s a huge act of trust. Because of this, them leaving hurts worse than almost anything. It’s the ultimate rejection. Especially when you aren’t able to get the closure of knowing the reasons why - I can’t help but imagine the worst. I guess my demons don’t play well with yours.

If you somehow come across this, just know that I’ll always be here for you. It’s clear you’ve chosen to just drop me from your life and that’s your decision, and I guess have to respect that. I hope you figure your life out, and find out what makes you genuinely, truly and forever happy. I dream that I’ll be able to share it with you again one day.

12 Sep 14 @ 10:49 pm  —  reblog
have a gratuitous mirror selfie

have a gratuitous mirror selfie

11 Sep 14 @ 5:07 pm  —  reblog
#personal  #selfie  #plaid  #ootd  
New hair. It was time for a change.

New hair. It was time for a change.

09 Sep 14 @ 4:05 pm  —  reblog

broral:

pissyeti:

when someone stops talking to you and youre not sure what you did wrong

image

image

07 Sep 14 @ 3:50 pm  —  via + org  —  reblog

So my hair is turquoise now.

06 Sep 14 @ 4:08 am  —  reblog
#personal  
This is the 59th straight night that I’ve spent sleeping next to this person and I only physically met him 59 days ago. Don’t let anyone tell you that love at first sight doesn’t exist, because it happened to me. This smile on my face - this is happiness.

This is the 59th straight night that I’ve spent sleeping next to this person and I only physically met him 59 days ago. Don’t let anyone tell you that love at first sight doesn’t exist, because it happened to me. This smile on my face - this is happiness.

03 Sep 14 @ 4:51 am  —  reblog
#personal  #selfie  #me  #n  
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